I am an adult!!!!! Don't tell me who I should love!!!!!

Sorry I need to vent:  The last few days I have been feeling sad because I miss someone who is very special to me. Lately people close to me keep telling me to move on...Why do you still love him? Do you love him or do you love the thought of him taking care of you! All of these statements make me so angry.  I Love "R" with all my heart & soul. I do not need him to take care of me. I am perfectly capable of taking care of myself.  I did before he was here and I will do it now.

Listen to my words people the last time I checked,  I am a 41 year old grown woman who is capable of deciding who I love and don't love.  This is my life not yours! If I have a chance to mend the relationship I had with "R" I'm going to do it. This relationship did not end just because of him. We both had our part in it failing.  Right now I am giving him the space he needs to figure out his life. I know God brought us together for a reason. If its meant to be only time will tell.  I pray that my wish comes true some day.

Please stop meddling in my life and worry about yourself.  Thank You & God Bless