Lost Love Poem

I wanted to share this poem that my friend left me.  Thank You Pam :)

Lost Love Poem ~ We Were Meant To Be by Justice

We Were Meant To Be

Somewhere in time
We fell in love
Our feelings were so strong
Stars sparkled up above

Somewhere in time
Nothing else mattered
We were together
Until our hopes and our dreams were shattered

Somewhere in time
Great memories are there
Our love was once great
Nothing could compare

Somewhere in time
Our love stands still
A love that we lost
Somehow, against our will

Somewhere in time
We'll meet again
Somewhere in time
Our love will never end

Lucky

Next Sunday Lucky will be 60 days clean and sober!!!! wooty wooo!!! He's doing so well living in his oxford house in Seattle. He's working, they voted him house president, He's going to meetings every day. He's taking on his own problems, telling me not to worry about it.  He sent me a text today saying: "I'm always here mommas if you need me". It made me cry.  Even though he's doing so well I keep expecting the other shoe to drop.  I am so use to this disappointment of him failing, I keep waiting for it. I know its not right, but committee(my brain) wont stop. I haven't been very good about going to my al-anon meetings like I should. I haven't been to one in a week.  Trying to deal with other emotional issues that I have with someone I love, but its still no excuse. I need to get off my butt and go..

Just for today I will give it all to god. "one day at a time"

Broken Heart

How does one just get over a broken heart? How does one just stop loving someone you have been with for the last ten months? How does one tell you that I am not in love with you, and then a few days later tell you "I Love You, don't leave, I need you in my life. How does one just fall out of love? Ten months ago I tried my hardest not to fall in love with you, but you got me to let down my walls and let you in. Now here we are ten months later and I feel like you took my heart out of my chest and stomped on it. I am not a perfect person, I make mistakes.  All I have ever done is love you with all my heart and soul. I'm sorry that you are so unhappy.  I hope that you find the happiness your looking for.

Love

Find someone who isn't afraid to admit that they miss you. Someone who knows that you're not perfect, but treats you as if you are. Someone whose biggest fear is losing you. One who gives their heart completely. Someone who says I love you and means it. Find someone you wouldn't mind waking up with you in the morning, seeing your wrinkles and your gray hair but still falls in love with you all over again.

Faith

Fresh Grounded Faith

When you come to a sudden bump in the road....
Never allow your life circumstances to define you. Instead, let them refine you. Hard things are like heavenly sandpaper on your life. God uses them to shape and mold you into a work of art. When you feel the pressure of trials, remember that God won't allow them to crush you; He intends for them to make you beautiful.

When you feel afraid.....
Always exercise courage even when you don't feel confident. Courage is a choice; confidence is a feeling. Remember that courage and confidence are not the same thing. Ask God  to help you overcome earthly fear by developing  reverence  for him.  The only fear that brings you wisdom is the fear of God. Fear Him, reverence Him, and nothing else will shake you.

These are some paragraphs from a book Im reading called fresh grounded faith. I loved them, so I thought I would share.

I am thankful

Be thankful when You don't know something, for it gives You the Opportunity to Learn.Be Thankful for the difficult Times. During those times You Grow.Be thankful for Your Limitations, because they give You Opportunities for improvement.
Be thankful for Your Mistakes. They will teach You valuable Lessons.
Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means You've made a difference.It's easy to Be Thankful for the Good things.
A Life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.Find a way to be Thankful for Your Troubles, and they can become Your Blessings.

Mothers Day

When I looked on facebook I had this message from Lucky:  

Thank you for always being there for me mom, You are the most amazing mama a guy could ask for. Your the best, Happy Mothers Day. Love Your Son :) This just made my day today. I was so happy to read such a nice, caring message from my son even though I didn't get to spend it with him.